UNPREDICTABLE EXPERIENCE

I feel the breeze blowing pretty hard tonight.
I can feel it down to my bones and it is making me nauseous.
Nausea because of what? because of that one incident. 
Yes, the horror one that occurred in mid-winter last year. 
The incident that is impossible to be forgotten. 
Now, i’m not a cheerful-bright person like the old me. 
I can’t laugh loudly anymore. 
I can’t even be a friendly person the way i was.

Because the fact is, I was bothering them at that time and therefore they became angry at me. 
Even up to this day, they still mad at me. 
They even took my closest friend.

By the word “they” i mean those who are invisible and inaccessible unless you have enough courage To approach them. and if you're already quite close to them, you're going to wake them up and they will see you as a destroyer. and that's when your life will be destroyed by them.

For them, you’re nothing but a loser who dare to disturb their lives.
They won’t give you any forgiveness. 
They’re not gonna feel sorry for you. 
And most importantly, they won’t let you spend the rest of your life with happiness.

Cruel, aren’t they?
No forgiveness, no mercy, no happiness should be given to whom they crush.

Once you disturb them, your life will be destroyed immediately.

Their anger is not a little anger. in anger, they will destroy everything you have. 
They will not only focus on yourself, but also on everything that is close to you and dear to you. your friends, your parents, your family, your pets, your jobs, all of it will be taken from you and you will be the left one at the end. 

When the moment comes, you're the one who will beg to be destroyed and they will destroy you voluntarily based on your own request. 

When you read this, I might have hung right above the table where the diary contains this paper is laid. 

life is hard. especially if you have a problem with them. it seems there is no more reason for living anylonger. That's how I feel. all faded, all seems futile and meaningless.

Incident like mine does not need to be repeated. You, whoever you are, do not ever think at all to experience the same thing as me! 
If you do the same, I’m the one who’s gonna destroy you because there’s no need for me to write this sort of thing if no one obeys my warning!
I’m going to tell you in detail how the incident occurred. but once again I reiterate to you, I am writing this so that this incident won’t be repeated twice.

That afternoon was a gray afternoon in a Thursday in December last year. Nothing was wrong, not a single thing looked suspicious as both of my eyes could remember. I was daydreaming my afternoon, untill finally my phone rang, signaling that I got a text message from someone. It was from my best pal, 5'8" tall, styled brown hair with his beautiful green eyes named Oh Sehun. he asked me to went out to an interesting place with him. I wondered to myself about what kind of interesting place that made Sehun felt interested. I replied him, saying my agreement as long as it didn’t pass 9pm.

we arranged to met in front of an old motel on the edge of town. It was exactly at 5 pm when I got in front of the old motel. it was very dark, so dark. I thought something big would be happened that day. I felt it, but I denied it all by saying to myself that I would be fine. Not long after that, Sehun appeared and we set up a small plan. I was somewhat surprised when Sehun said that we would do a thrilling adventure. he said we had to fight against our own fears and he assured that all would be fine. I went along, although I thought there was something odd from Sehun,his eyes were implying something veiled. something invisible. I felt it.... and it was not a good thing. we planned to entered into the motel. when the atmosphere was very tense and discouraging me, I appealed to Sehun but too bad, he rejected me and called me a chicken. I was intimidated by his mocking. I didn’t stay calm.

“Well okay we go! I'll prove that I'm not a coward!" I shouted angrily. He nooded his head a few times while grinning happily. 

“Don’t show your cowardice to me. I hate it. we are almost at the peak of glory. so calm down a bit" he said in a commanding tone as he looked around. 

“Yea, up to you, dude. but can we settle this as fuck soon as possible? I don’t want to linger in this creepy-smooky place.” I grumbled.

He pursed his black jacket while his green eyes sweeping the whole site. He clucked impatiently. I glanced at him and immediately realized that something was wrong with him.


“are you okay?” I asked him in probing tone. “You look restless. your face looks like you’re holding shit” 

“how can i be okay? I’m excited” he replied coldly.

“your face not telling me that you’re excited, bruh. Instead, you look like someone who’s on the verge of death and knows that he’ll soon meet the grim reaper. No joke added. I’m serious” I was glancing at him once more. he looked chaotic. he mused, staring toward the motel. but the next second, a thin smile appeared on his face.

"Let's go in, and solve all the mysteries that are there" he said firmly as he stepped toward the motel.

"wait a minute" a smooth voice spoke behind us as we got to the motel’s door.

we turned round quickly and found a beautiful girl standing gracefully, dressed gothically. She had a pair of blue eyes, as blue as the ocean. Her skin was pale white, as pale as the motel’s wall. and her voice was soft but tense, like the current situation. I was flabbergasted. for a moment, there was no voice that said, echoing wind seemed sang a song that was playing with the horror of death. I glanced toward Sehun for a moment, and he seemed totally stunned by the presence of the gothic girl. I could see the anger radiating from him. His green eyes seemed put out a raging fire. But then, he smiled. It was a horrible smile, which addressed to the girl. Rather than a smile, it looked more like a meaningful grin. The girl replied with a warm smile, as warm as the weather in mid-spring. I was not happy with the situation at the time. My legs trembled. My heart was pounding and my blood rippled quickly. I wanted everything to be passed speedily so that I could go home.

“affairs both of us don’t have anything to do with you. You don’t need to interfere.” Sehun spoke coldly. His heavy voice sounded as if he was holding a rage.

“but my momma and papa would be upset if you bother them. you should not set feet to this place” she said in sadly tone.

“the hell with your parents. we come here with an important goal. Go away, crafty girl! we don’t need any words from you” Sehun snapped her harshly.

“dude, maybe we should listen to her. Who knows if she meant by momma and papa is a couple of cruel ghosts that haunt this old motel?” I whispered to Sehun with extreme caution.

“are you crazy? Are you fooled by your own fears?” Sehun spoke sharply as he glared at me.

“oh, come on. Who the fuck is not afraid to be in this creepy motel? Think rationally, man! Use your brain though it’s empty” I shouted furiously at Sehun. I kicked the old motel’s wall. I couldn’t stand it anylonger. 

Sehun sat silently on the floor. he clenched his hands as he closed his eyes. I glared at him madly while waiting for his next action.

“my deep apologize, Baekhyun. But our plan isn’t going to be canceled. I won’t stop here. I’ll pass over the door and explore the motel. It’s up to you whether you wanna join me or nah” Sehun stood up and glanced at me.

“I'm with you, dude. no matter what.” I spoke firmly while smiling.

“I'm not going to let you two go alone. I'll be with you until the end. you've been ignoring my appeal. I wish to see you die miserable in there. momma and papa would certainly be happy to see you.” The girl smile calmly as she walked toward us. 

I felt threatened by the words she had just spoken.
“fuck you, crazy-ghotically-insane girl. up to you. I fear nothing but myself” Sehun spoke harshly. he glanced lazily toward the girl. his glance met with a warm smile from the girl. 

I just kept silent. no single piece of word came out from my thin lips.

Sehun pushed the motel door. The creak of the door fulfilled the air. a black-Tshirt and brown coat that i wore that day were being floaded by the sweat flowing from my neck and chest. The atmosphere inside was so dark. we slowly stepped inside. My steps were full of deep anxiety, as if all the happiness vanished from this earth. I only had the shadow of death in my mind.

As we reached the middle of the room, the door shut itself hardly so sudden. we gasped. gothic girl disappeared somewhere. I became increasingly uncomfortable. My heart was almost sanked.

“keep calm and do nothing. About the door, i’m perfectly sure it was her. She’s frightened” Sehun spoke quitely.

Sehun was trying to be calm but in fact he was not calm at all.

I did not answer anything. I looked around. my gaze was fixed on an old European style painting with shiny frame hanging on the wall. there was an old man with mustache and beard. beside him, stood a middle-aged woman dressed in pink. and in front of them, a girl dressed in black with navy blue eyes were sitting pretty.

“SHIT.” I widened my eyes, stunned with fear.

“what’s that?” Sehun up to me and followed my gaze. He aroused and stare blankly at the painting.

“now we really should go back” I spoke firmly as I walked away.

Right when I stepped my left foot, I saw the gothic girl standing in front of me, smiling softly at me.

“why are you in a hurry? I would like to invite you to play. I have no friends. My old friend was gone.” she pouted her lips cutely while holding a teddy bear that had been worn and dusty. and slowly, she walked over me.

“Sehun, go walk slowly over here, mate” I called Sehun but there was no answer. I looked back, Sehun wasn’t there.

I turned back to the front, and I found that gothic girl was only a few centimeters in front of me. Her blue eyes bewitched me.

“I like you. but I hate your friend. He doesn’t like me from the outset” She talked softly. Her thin-pinky lips attracted me. 

I was trying to not be affected.
“do you know where my dude is?” i asked her softly

She put her left hand on my waist and rubbed my chest using her right hand. “he’s playing around with momma and papa. oh look, you're sweating. let me take off your coat” She whispered in my ear while taking off my coat gently.

“take me to my dude” I asked her briefly.

She breathed unhurried, then held my hand gently.

“run, Baekhyun! run! flee, you idiot!” Sehun was screaming in pain and tried to run. I rushed to him, but too late. there are two people who swiftly pulled him from behind. Those two people were the man and woman in European style painting.

“look to the back! open your eyes! She’s not pretty at all. She’s cruel as fuck!” Sehun’s voice slowly disappeared behind the door. I looked back. she was no longer friendly and warm. he looked at me intently.

I ran and went to the door where Sehun withdrawn. I opened the door. Sehun’s legs were being skinned and his arms scratched wearing a sharp knife by those people.

I went ahead and pulled Sehun’s arm. I kicked the old man but failed. he was too strong. he hit my face so that I bounced into the wall. Blood flowed down from my head ... I saw that gothic girl carrying a chainsaw and with a warm smile, he cut Sehun’s mouth by using the saw. I yelled as loud as possible.............




































































“WAKE UP YOU IDIOT” I feel the splash of water over my head.

“School starts in an hour. Take shower and get ready” my mother grumbles as she pats my shoulder then walks out my room.

“just a dream, huh?” 

My phone rings.

From : 세훈
Dude, let’s skip school today. Lemme take you to an interesting place ever. 

“OBVIOUSLY NO, YOU JACKASS!”
Message sent. 





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